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Loki is always nervous when he's waiting for his brother to return from a battle. He does not let it show, nor does he admit it to anyone, but he's in turmoil. There's always the chance that Thor will not come back alive; such is the life of a warrior. Thor and Loki both know that, it was one of the first things that Odin taught them when they were barely old enough to understand how their world worked. It doesn't really seem fair to Loki, but there's no way for him to change the way things are. He just has to accept it and hope that Thor will come back like he always does.

And Thor does return, much to Loki's relief.

Despite his joy and relief, however, Loki doesn't join the cheering crowd. He stands in the shadows and watches their fawning from a distance. Everybody's singing and drinking and Thor is in the middle of it all, so Loki can barely catch a glimpse of his brother. There's blood in Thor's golden hair and he looks rather beaten, but he's alive and that's what Loki really cares about.

When their gazes finally meet, Thor's eyes light up and he nods shortly, indicating that they will talk later when he has time. Loki returns the nod and gives Thor a rare smile, the kind of smile that only visits his face when he sees his brother.

"I'm glad," the smile says. "Glad that you are here. Glad that you came back alive."

Later that evening Thor joins Loki when he's bathing. Loki starts washing Thor's hair even though the older brother has not said a word. There's no need for that, because this is what they always do. Loki always washes Thor's hair when he has come home from a battle, untangling every know with care and dedication. Loki's long and nimble fingers do a quick and precise job, and soon enough Thor's hair is starting to look like how it should look like; the silky mane he is so proud of.

"You shouldn't hide in the shadows, brother", Thor says and closes his eyes as Loki gently massages his scalp. "It doesn't suit you."

"Oh, but I rather like being in the shadows," Loki replies.

"And why would that be?"

"You see," Loki says, leaning in so close that his lips are brushing Thor's ear, "no matter how fast light travels, darkness has always got there first and is waiting for it."

Thor chuckles. "Witty as always." He turns his head and steals a quick kiss from Loki's lips, just in time before a servant steps in and informs Thor that Odin wants to see him as soon as possible. It's a thinly veiled order and Thor knows better than to defy it. Thor gets dressed and leaves, but not before whispering "I'll see you later" in Loki's ear.

A little later that evening Loki is wandering around his chambers, trying his best not to think but failing rather miserably. He doesn't want to think these thoughts, he doesn't want to feel this jealousy burning inside him, he doesn't want this bitterness to be a part of him but it seems like it's a permanent part of him, bubbling from somewhere deep inside him.

The second best. That's what he is, at least in Odin's eyes. Probably everyone else's too. He's never the one to be proud of, never the one children want to be like, never quite good enough.

Thor is the firstborn, the king to be, the favorite son of all Asgard. Everybody loves Thor, Loki included, and it's really no wonder. Thor is the embodiment of everything that's beautiful and sacred in the world. Thor is light, Thor is warmth, Thor is love.

Loki is made of sharp edges and ponds of deep, dark water.

Thor is good, and Loki often wonders what that makes him. Sometimes the answer to that question keeps him awake at night.

Loki is sitting on the windowsill and looking at the sunset with little interest as Thor enters his chambers. He doesn't have to turn around or ask who it is, he recognizes Thor by the sound of his footsteps. Thor walks across the room to Loki and wraps his arms around his brother from behind. Loki leans against his broad chest and closes his eyes. He can feel a small smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.

Thor is big and strong and makes Loki feel small but at the same time very protected. There's something so... safe about Thor. Loki is not sure what it is, but Thor has a way of making him feel at peace, even when he's sad and messed up on the inside. When Thor is holding him Loki can just close his eyes and melt against him and pretend that everything's going to be all right.

Thor is his weakness, but it doesn't matter because Thor also protects him from the world. Thor is also the only one to whom Loki could ever admit having a weakness.

"What are you thinking about?" Thor asks.

"I've been thinking about a lot of things today," Loki says, "but at the moment I'm thinking about you. I think the reason for that is fairly obvious." He laces their fingers together and tilts his head back for a moment, looking into Thor's eyes with a lopsided smile.

Thor laughs, and his laughter is deep and rich. "I am most flattered, brother dearest", he grins. Loki's shirt is a little too large for him and is falling off his shoulders already, and when Thor gives it a small tug it reveals the pale white skin of Loki's left shoulder. Thor presses a kiss on Loki's shoulder, and the younger brother swallows a moan when Thor's lips move to brush his neck.

"And I am very flattered by your attention", Loki replies breathily, trying to keep his voice under control. "Is that Mjolnir in your trousers or are you just happy to see me?"

Thor chuckles against Loki's skin and it makes Loki shiver. The way Thor is kissing his neck is maddening and it makes him crave for more. When Thor's teeth scrape the sensitive skin of his neck Loki can't stifle his moan. He tilts his head to give Thor a better access to his neck, and Thor gives Loki what he wants. The way blood rushes through Loki's veins when Thor bites his neck is intoxicating and makes him feel lightheaded.

At first Thor had found it hard to understand why Loki liked it rough. He hadn't understand "why anyone would want to be hurt", like he had put it. He probably still doesn't completely get it, but he knows what Loki likes and that seems to be good enough for Thor. And Loki had a feeling that Thor enjoys it as well, even if he refuses to admit it.

Loki makes a disappointed sound when Thor's lips leave his neck. He turns around so that he is facing Thor and tries to come up with something witty to say but his thoughts are fuzzy and he's too out of breath to speak, so he just looks at his brother with a slight pout. Thor grins and kisses his pursed lips, and Loki allows himself to get lost in the kiss. He wraps his arms around Thor's neck and pulls him closer, as close as two people can possibly be with layers of clothes separating them from each other. Loki can feel the warmth of Thor's body heat even through his shirt.

He breaks the kiss for a moment just to take a good look at Thor, for his brother is an absolutely gorgeous sight. Loki loves all parts of Thor's body, but he's especially fond of Thor's upper body and its muscles. He runs his hand down Thor's torso, from his pectorals down to his abs, and smiles like a cat.

"Do you have any idea", Loki asks, "any idea at all, how many women would happily kill me – or well, I should say "try to kill me" – to be in my position right now?"

"I think I have the slightest clue", Thor replies playfully.

Loki raises his eyebrow. "Is that so? Should I be worried?" he asks, but his smile gives him in and tells Thor that he's not serious, not even anywhere near.

"Have I ever given you a reason for jealousy?" Thor asks in turn and kisses Loki again. "You know I only have eyes for you."

Loki smiles, and his smile is genuine. "Yes, I know."  

Thor scoops him up in his arms and carries him to the bed, where he quickly gets rid of the clothes they still have on before pinning Loki to the mattress. He starts pressing kisses on Loki's slim body, starting from his neck and slowly making his way down, first to his chest and then to his stomach. Loki squirms and moans in vain as Thor takes his time with him, adoring every inch of his body.

When Thor's lips wrap around Loki's erection the moan that leaves Loki's mouth is so wanton that for a second he feels extremely embarrassed. Luckily the thought disappears just as quickly as it appeared when Thor starts working Loki's cock, bobbing his head up and down and teasing the slit with his tongue, reducing Loki to a panting, shivering mess incredibly quickly. Loki has missed Thor so much, he has missed this so much, and right now he feels like he's literally going to explode because this is just too much to handle.

"Brother", Loki moans, "I..."

He never gets to finish his sentence because he comes inside Thor's mouth right at that second, and the wave of pleasure wipes his head clean of each and every thought and leaves him unable to form words, let alone a whole sentence. Loki throws his head back and gasps for air. His body trembles and his heart beats so fast that he's afraid it'll fail him.

Thor swallows his brother's cum to the last drop and then licks him clean. Loki can taste himself on Thor's lips when they kiss, and he thinks there's something arousing about that.  

Loki opens his mouth obediently when Thor brushes his bottom lip with his thumb and sucks on his fingers, coating them with saliva and making sure he makes good use of his opportunity to tease Thor. Judging by the look on his brother's face Loki is doing an excellent job at that, which isn't surprising. He always does.

"Enough", Thor says huskily and pulls his fingers out of Loki's mouth. There's a smug look on Loki's face, but it starts to fade when he feels two of Thor's fingers inside him, stretching him open. It's a burning sensation, somewhat uncomfortable at first but rapidly turning into something much more pleasurable. Loki's breathing is quick and shallow. His gaze is dark and lustful and he's staring at Thor, who's looking down at him with such want and passion burning in his eyes that it makes Loki shiver.

"Brother, please", Loki says, and his voice is almost like a growl. "I need you. Now."

That's all the persuasion Thor needs. Loki moans obscenely when Thor's cock enters him, rolling his hips to get as much of his brother inside him as possible. He feels so fulfilled, so whole right now, and Loki wishes that the moment could last forever.

Then Thor begins to move and all Loki can think about is how good Thor feels inside him. Their bodies work perfectly together and soon the room is filled with stuffy air, desperate moans and the sound of skin slapping against skin. Loki's fingernails are raking Thor's back, making sure that he will be marked tomorrow, but they can't bring themselves to care about such petty things.

Loki literally sees stars on the back of his eyelids when he reaches his climax, and he's on such an adrenaline rush that when Thor comes inside him his brain barely even registers it. He's breathing heavily and smiling like an idiot to Thor's face hovering above him. Thor is smiling too, and they share a couple of lazy and sloppy kisses before Thor collapses down on the bed next to him.

Loki curls around Thor and presses his face into Thor's shoulder. It makes Thor chuckle lightly and he strokes Loki's black curls lovingly. "Are you happy?" he asks quietly.

Loki looks up to him and smiles tiredly. "I am now", he replies before closing his eyes again.

It's true. Right in this moment Loki really is happy and content. Thor makes him feel like the world is a perfect place, even though Loki knows it isn't. Thor is his safe place. And Loki likes the person that he is when he's with Thor.

Thor kisses Loki's cheek and soon they both are drifting off to the land of dreams.
I haven't submitted anything for ages but I'm not dead! Rejoice!

So I saw The Avengers and loved it, which inspired me to watch Thor, which in turn inspired me to write this. I love Loki and Thor, and I ship them (can you tell?) and yeah.

Please notice that this story includes incest (brother/brother action), so if that's not your cup of tea, please don't read it and please don't leave me any nasty comments.

This is a weird mixture of a character study, hurt/comfort and smut, but I kind of enjoy it anyway. I hope you'll like it too!
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KarolaKH Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your writing has been missed for long, miss.
I missed this slight irony, mixed with amazing fluency, and some really goofy moments. LOLable moments xD
Everyone yay for Hiddlesworth sex, visualising in their minds!
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Awww, thank you. I'm doing the best I can, haha. And well, it is Loki we're talking about, so how could there not be stuff like that xD

Hiddlesworth sex is pretty much the best thing there is.
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KarolaKH Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
ehehehehehhehehehehhee xD
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Tom's trademark laugh is also one of the best things there is.
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KarolaKH Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
LOL
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Seriously though, it's creepy xD
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a-Arty Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2012
eh-heheheh, glad to see you in this ship >:3
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I ship everything that's hot. :3
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a-Arty Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2012
aww yeah, now that's like an unspoken rule~
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rocknrolljunkie989 Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
This is so so so amazing! I love the way you write, and this is just so... YES. I'm trying to find something to say about it, but you left me speechless, haha
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
You flatter me, darling :'3 Thank you! I'm so happy that you like it.
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rocknrolljunkie989 Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
You deserve it! :D And you're very welcome!
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
*at least something right. I was writing the reply on my phone and it decided to go crazy on me.
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Not sure if I do but who cares, I take what I can get :3 And if people like it I guess I'm doing at least
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TheIntrovert13 Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
extremely well written, sexy and full of love. I loved it :heart:
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you :3 That's nice to hear!
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ikriam Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
o//0//o MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORE!!!!!

or as Thor would say: "I like this, ANOTHA!!" XD
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Haha :D Thank you! I'm glad you like it.
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ikriam Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
i melted :iconmeltingplz:
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Oh my, that sounds unhealthy :'D
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ikriam Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
dont worry its very healty :3
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
If you say so :')
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Aheira Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012
Well exactly Loki and Thor aren't blood brothers, so there isn't insect. Loki is just adopt. Buuuuuuuuuut, i love this story!
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TheIntrovert13 Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
This comment with "insect" instead of "incest" just made my day :D I love you for that :heart: :)
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Aheira Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012
I am soooooooo bad in english writing. I'm sorry XD but you know what I mean
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TheIntrovert13 Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
no, that´s alrigt, no worries! I make mistakes too, a lot of them! :D
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CandyassGoth Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
NEEEE This was beautiful!!

I always appreciate fics with good details, with emotions, it just adds to the quality. We can't blame Loki for feeling second best, I would too, but I'm glad he didn't hold it against Thor.

Their moments were so sweet, I squeed at the part where Loki feels safe with big strong Thor, EEEH!

HAHAHA! :squee: "Is that Mjolnir in your trousers or are you just happy to see me?" Heeehehehehehe...*leers*

I love this line: "He breaks the kiss for a moment just to take a good look at Thor, for his brother is an absolutely gorgeous sight." I just drooled and nodded frantically in agreement. BUT of course, Loki is better.

And this line: "Do you have any idea", Loki asks, "any idea at all, how many women would happily kill me – or well, I should say "try to kill me" – to be in my position right now?"
HAHAHAHA!! Oh yes, cute!!

:iconmegustaplz: OOH GEEZ, SEXY SEXY SEXY....*Licks screen* LEMON LIME LEMON LIME OMG SEXYYY

"He feels so fulfilled, so whole right now, and Loki wishes that the moment could last forever. " MEEE TOOO!! *Sobs*

That was lovely!! The lemon was great, and all the emotion floating around it was beautiful. Loki will never be lonely when he has Thor, and I bet that in Thor's eyes, Loki is the better son.

I enjoyed reading your fic!! Great job! ^_~
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you! I'm really happy that you like it so :3
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CandyassGoth Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem! It was amazing!
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
^__^ I tend to be very self-critical so it's nice to get positive feedback.
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CandyassGoth Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
XD Same here, I am my worst critic, nothing I do seems good enough
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I know the feeling :'D
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TheFlunkka Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2012  Student General Artist
Oh... Lovely.... *-* Was a while ago I had the time to read fanfics, and now I thought "heck! I shall read this one before going to bed!" and I am glad I did! Brilliant, great, adorable... And so much .... nghh ~<3
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Always glad to provide bedtime stories for you, dear. :D I'm happy you liked it!
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Bjartskular9 Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2012
Holy shit. Thorki and an icon of TJR. That, my friend, is a beautiful combination.
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
You think so? I immediately like you then. :D
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Bjartskular9 Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2012
BFFLS
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
like ttly

No but seriously though, I love TJR like so much.
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Bjartskular9 Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012
Me too. XD
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Here's to hoping that the glamily will get their glamorous asses to Finland again so that I get to see him again.
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Bjartskular9 Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2012
FINLAND IS SO AMAZING. I'm JEALOUS. I'm in California.
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
It's not THAT amazing, lol. I've always wished that I lived somewhere else.
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saknett Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
This is great :3
"Loki is made of sharp edges and ponds of deep, dark water." pfff best description of Loki EVER.

good stuff !! :3
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Awww, thank you!

That line was actually one of the first that popped into my head when I was planning this story, haha. So of course I had to use it. And well, it does suit him pretty nicely, even if I do say so myself.

Glad you enjoyed it. :3
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FairyQeen Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2012
I love your writing, honey! The style of writing, the content of the story and off course, the great love involved! Awesome job and I'm really happy that you're not dead, but very much alive! :iconlovesqueeplz:
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Awwww, thank you ^.^ Makes me happy to hear that. You always leave such nice and encouraging comments. <3
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FairyQeen Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2012
You're most welcome, honey! ^V^ <3
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
:3
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1558 Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2012
ehehehe porns

jos en myönnä että hymyilin turhan leveesti ja miun naamaan sattuu nyt niin kukaan ei pidä mua outona pervona joka shippaa thor/lokia rite
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Martsa Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
pr0nz
good for your soul

KAIKKI TIETÄÄ ETTÄ OOT KIVASTI NORMAALI IHMINEN
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